1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:14,380 by 2 00:00:19,220 --> 00:00:17,060 my name is Garnett Shaw Helzer and I'm 3 00:00:21,440 --> 00:00:19,230 the author of two books dancing on a 4 00:00:23,929 --> 00:00:21,450 stamp and dancing forever with spirit 5 00:00:26,089 --> 00:00:23,939 and my third book is being published by 6 00:00:29,480 --> 00:00:26,099 Ozark Mountain publishing and it should 7 00:00:31,070 --> 00:00:29,490 be released sometime in early 2016 I was 8 00:00:33,770 --> 00:00:31,080 born and raised in Saskatchewan and 9 00:00:37,250 --> 00:00:33,780 Canada and I was raised in a very 10 00:00:38,960 --> 00:00:37,260 religious Roman Catholic family and I 11 00:00:40,790 --> 00:00:38,970 served as an altar boy for many years 12 00:00:44,509 --> 00:00:40,800 and followed all the rules of the church 13 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:44,519 very faithfully and then I went to law 14 00:00:49,310 --> 00:00:47,010 school and after law school I moved to 15 00:00:51,830 --> 00:00:49,320 Calgary in Canada where I practiced 16 00:00:56,209 --> 00:00:51,840 corporate law for I guess 34 years 17 00:00:58,490 --> 00:00:56,219 before I retired and what happened was I 18 00:01:01,459 --> 00:00:58,500 met what really transformed my life was 19 00:01:02,779 --> 00:01:01,469 that in 2007 I was strolling down the 20 00:01:05,150 --> 00:01:02,789 street one day when I was still 21 00:01:06,859 --> 00:01:05,160 practicing law and all of a sudden this 22 00:01:09,740 --> 00:01:06,869 homeless man jumped out in front of me 23 00:01:11,389 --> 00:01:09,750 and he looked like a typical homeless 24 00:01:14,840 --> 00:01:11,399 man you know he had long stringy hair 25 00:01:17,779 --> 00:01:14,850 and a scraggly beard and dirty slept and 26 00:01:21,170 --> 00:01:17,789 clothes and I didn't go around him 27 00:01:22,520 --> 00:01:21,180 because he he transfixed me with his 28 00:01:25,250 --> 00:01:22,530 gaze because he had these amazing 29 00:01:27,950 --> 00:01:25,260 sparkling dazzling blue eyes that 30 00:01:30,050 --> 00:01:27,960 penetrated deep within my soul and at 31 00:01:32,120 --> 00:01:30,060 the same time sent me this wave of pure 32 00:01:33,830 --> 00:01:32,130 and conditional love that filled my 33 00:01:36,350 --> 00:01:33,840 whole body with an amazing sense of 34 00:01:38,810 --> 00:01:36,360 peace and security so I stood there like 35 00:01:40,760 --> 00:01:38,820 a deer caught in the headlights not sure 36 00:01:44,179 --> 00:01:40,770 how long I stood there finally he broke 37 00:01:45,770 --> 00:01:44,189 my reverie by saying why are you here 38 00:01:48,380 --> 00:01:45,780 and then he promptly disappeared into a 39 00:01:50,780 --> 00:01:48,390 nearby store and so when I finally 40 00:01:52,910 --> 00:01:50,790 collected my wits I went into the store 41 00:01:55,700 --> 00:01:52,920 to find them but he was nowhere to be 42 00:01:57,530 --> 00:01:55,710 seen so I went back out into the street 43 00:01:59,929 --> 00:01:57,540 and I walked up and down trying to find 44 00:02:03,560 --> 00:01:59,939 him but he had seemingly disappeared 45 00:02:05,719 --> 00:02:03,570 into thin air so the very next day same 46 00:02:06,530 --> 00:02:05,729 time I went back to the same street to 47 00:02:09,710 --> 00:02:06,540 try to find him 48 00:02:11,660 --> 00:02:09,720 as I walked up and down without any any 49 00:02:14,240 --> 00:02:11,670 luck for fifteen or twenty minutes 50 00:02:17,360 --> 00:02:14,250 finally I found him sitting on a bench 51 00:02:19,490 --> 00:02:17,370 all by himself so I went up to him and I 52 00:02:21,199 --> 00:02:19,500 said why did you stop me the other day 53 00:02:23,599 --> 00:02:21,209 and who are you 54 00:02:25,729 --> 00:02:23,609 and he said well I'm a soul just like 55 00:02:28,270 --> 00:02:25,739 you and I'm here to answer your 56 00:02:31,009 --> 00:02:28,280 questions and help you on your journey 57 00:02:34,640 --> 00:02:31,019 so then my skeptical lawyer brain kicked 58 00:02:36,470 --> 00:02:34,650 in and I said to him why do you think 59 00:02:38,780 --> 00:02:36,480 you could help me when you can't even 60 00:02:40,610 --> 00:02:38,790 help yourself because you've been 61 00:02:44,720 --> 00:02:40,620 sleeping on the street for weeks and you 62 00:02:45,619 --> 00:02:44,730 smell like a dead fish so he just gave 63 00:02:47,899 --> 00:02:45,629 me a big smile 64 00:02:50,660 --> 00:02:47,909 and he said you know looks can be 65 00:02:52,879 --> 00:02:50,670 deceiving he said you look like you're a 66 00:02:55,550 --> 00:02:52,889 successful lawyer with everything under 67 00:02:58,250 --> 00:02:55,560 control but we both know that's just a 68 00:03:00,349 --> 00:02:58,260 facade he said you can turn around and 69 00:03:02,149 --> 00:03:00,359 go back to your office and see if you 70 00:03:03,860 --> 00:03:02,159 can find your answers in all those 71 00:03:06,020 --> 00:03:03,870 emails waiting for you on your computer 72 00:03:09,649 --> 00:03:06,030 or you can sit down and have a chat with 73 00:03:12,199 --> 00:03:09,659 me so fortunately my intuition kicked in 74 00:03:13,490 --> 00:03:12,209 and it was screaming at me that I should 75 00:03:15,020 --> 00:03:13,500 really sit down and chat with this guy 76 00:03:17,929 --> 00:03:15,030 because he was someone very special and 77 00:03:20,479 --> 00:03:17,939 so I did and that was the beginning of a 78 00:03:23,300 --> 00:03:20,489 dialogue that went on for several months 79 00:03:26,000 --> 00:03:23,310 after that and I found out that his name 80 00:03:30,559 --> 00:03:26,010 was Albert and he was actually one of my 81 00:03:32,449 --> 00:03:30,569 spirit guides in disguise and so he he 82 00:03:34,729 --> 00:03:32,459 told me that I was the only one who 83 00:03:36,170 --> 00:03:34,739 could see him in the physical form as 84 00:03:38,330 --> 00:03:36,180 the homeless man so if somebody had been 85 00:03:39,679 --> 00:03:38,340 walking by the street that day they 86 00:03:41,990 --> 00:03:39,689 would see me sitting on the bench by 87 00:03:43,939 --> 00:03:42,000 myself and I didn't know it at the time 88 00:03:46,939 --> 00:03:43,949 because I felt him and he he seemed real 89 00:03:50,659 --> 00:03:46,949 and of course he looked like a real 90 00:03:52,219 --> 00:03:50,669 person and I asked him why it actually 91 00:03:54,800 --> 00:03:52,229 appeared that way to me for the first 92 00:03:56,449 --> 00:03:54,810 three times and then after that he was 93 00:03:59,059 --> 00:03:56,459 just a voice in my head and we 94 00:04:00,920 --> 00:03:59,069 communicated by telepathy and when I 95 00:04:03,949 --> 00:04:00,930 asked him why he had appeared as a 96 00:04:07,129 --> 00:04:03,959 homeless man he said it was his way of 97 00:04:09,259 --> 00:04:07,139 easing me into the conversation because 98 00:04:11,149 --> 00:04:09,269 if he had just started talking to me as 99 00:04:13,339 --> 00:04:11,159 a voice in my head I likely would have 100 00:04:15,170 --> 00:04:13,349 thought I was losing my mind so it was 101 00:04:17,360 --> 00:04:15,180 his way of sort of getting me familiar 102 00:04:19,640 --> 00:04:17,370 with him and and easing me into the into 103 00:04:21,860 --> 00:04:19,650 the dialogue so anyway our dialogue went 104 00:04:24,249 --> 00:04:21,870 on for several months and he told me 105 00:04:26,899 --> 00:04:24,259 that he wanted me to write a book about 106 00:04:29,089 --> 00:04:26,909 his revelations so they'd be available 107 00:04:30,830 --> 00:04:29,099 to everyone and that led to my first 108 00:04:32,930 --> 00:04:30,840 book dancing on a stamp 109 00:04:35,900 --> 00:04:32,940 yeah during the course of a dialogue he 110 00:04:37,909 --> 00:04:35,910 gave me many startling revelations and a 111 00:04:39,650 --> 00:04:37,919 lot of them flew in the face of what 112 00:04:42,590 --> 00:04:39,660 Christian holy man had been preaching 113 00:04:44,330 --> 00:04:42,600 for centuries I mean he the main points 114 00:04:47,780 --> 00:04:44,340 where he said we're all eternal souls 115 00:04:50,150 --> 00:04:47,790 that live forever we incarnated on earth 116 00:04:51,950 --> 00:04:50,160 by our own choice to learn and 117 00:04:54,830 --> 00:04:51,960 experience things that we needed for our 118 00:04:57,080 --> 00:04:54,840 evolution of souls and before we 119 00:04:59,480 --> 00:04:57,090 incarnated we each prepared a life plan 120 00:05:01,700 --> 00:04:59,490 and in this life plan we set out the 121 00:05:05,780 --> 00:05:01,710 major circumstances of our proposed new 122 00:05:07,850 --> 00:05:05,790 lives things like where we'd be born the 123 00:05:10,040 --> 00:05:07,860 first language we would learn and the 124 00:05:13,520 --> 00:05:10,050 identity of our parents and siblings and 125 00:05:14,840 --> 00:05:13,530 friends and other relatives and and we 126 00:05:16,159 --> 00:05:14,850 did this for very specific purpose 127 00:05:18,020 --> 00:05:16,169 because we had a goal in mind about 128 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:18,030 learning lessons and having certain 129 00:05:24,350 --> 00:05:22,290 experiences but once we're born we don't 130 00:05:27,650 --> 00:05:24,360 remember what's in our life plan and 131 00:05:29,540 --> 00:05:27,660 because we have free will to act our 132 00:05:32,450 --> 00:05:29,550 lives are not predetermined and we will 133 00:05:33,710 --> 00:05:32,460 often stray off course but the other 134 00:05:35,810 --> 00:05:33,720 thing that was sort of amazing he said 135 00:05:38,570 --> 00:05:35,820 is that God or the source he liked to 136 00:05:40,850 --> 00:05:38,580 call it the source does not control the 137 00:05:42,010 --> 00:05:40,860 events in our lives and doesn't make 138 00:05:44,810 --> 00:05:42,020 rules for us to follow 139 00:05:46,600 --> 00:05:44,820 so that matter no matter what you do in 140 00:05:49,520 --> 00:05:46,610 your life when your physical body dies 141 00:05:51,860 --> 00:05:49,530 you return to the spirit side which is 142 00:05:53,779 --> 00:05:51,870 where you came from regardless of what 143 00:05:56,270 --> 00:05:53,789 you did because there's no judgment or 144 00:05:58,909 --> 00:05:56,280 punishment after death and there is no 145 00:06:01,450 --> 00:05:58,919 hell so everyone goes back to the spirit 146 00:06:04,219 --> 00:06:01,460 side no matter what you did good or bad 147 00:06:05,779 --> 00:06:04,229 well it the second book is about 148 00:06:07,850 --> 00:06:05,789 information from him but it was in a 149 00:06:11,240 --> 00:06:07,860 much different fashion in my first book 150 00:06:13,010 --> 00:06:11,250 it was a dialogue by telepathy and then 151 00:06:15,020 --> 00:06:13,020 after I'd finished the first manuscript 152 00:06:17,270 --> 00:06:15,030 I didn't hear from him for a while and 153 00:06:20,180 --> 00:06:17,280 then suddenly one night I woke up in bed 154 00:06:22,790 --> 00:06:20,190 and I saw this ghost-like ethereal 155 00:06:24,830 --> 00:06:22,800 figure standing in the doorway and as it 156 00:06:27,170 --> 00:06:24,840 moved closer I recognized it it was my 157 00:06:30,469 --> 00:06:27,180 old friend Albert in his homeless man 158 00:06:32,629 --> 00:06:30,479 disguise but he was an astral form so I 159 00:06:35,090 --> 00:06:32,639 said to him you know hi Albert what 160 00:06:36,590 --> 00:06:35,100 brings you here this time and he said 161 00:06:38,779 --> 00:06:36,600 I'm going to take you in a series of 162 00:06:40,250 --> 00:06:38,789 astral adventures and take you to the 163 00:06:42,140 --> 00:06:40,260 spirit side and to see some of the 164 00:06:43,460 --> 00:06:42,150 wonders of the universe and I want you 165 00:06:46,160 --> 00:06:43,470 to write about them in your book 166 00:06:49,520 --> 00:06:46,170 because he believed that a picture was 167 00:06:51,860 --> 00:06:49,530 worth a thousand words and so then I 168 00:06:53,930 --> 00:06:51,870 said to him well I didn't know what to 169 00:06:55,820 --> 00:06:53,940 expect so I said you know should I tell 170 00:06:59,000 --> 00:06:55,830 my wife where I'm going do I need a 171 00:07:00,860 --> 00:06:59,010 passport he the smiled and said no 172 00:07:02,450 --> 00:07:00,870 you'll be back in your body before the 173 00:07:04,490 --> 00:07:02,460 morning and she will never know you've 174 00:07:05,960 --> 00:07:04,500 been gone anywhere so then he lists 175 00:07:07,870 --> 00:07:05,970 literally reached out and pulled my 176 00:07:10,130 --> 00:07:07,880 astral body out of my physical body 177 00:07:12,410 --> 00:07:10,140 which stayed behind still sleeping in 178 00:07:15,770 --> 00:07:12,420 bed and we rose up through the clouds 179 00:07:19,040 --> 00:07:15,780 enough to the ceiling and we hovered at 180 00:07:21,050 --> 00:07:19,050 a high spot above our planet and he let 181 00:07:22,700 --> 00:07:21,060 me turn around and look at it and from 182 00:07:24,620 --> 00:07:22,710 that perspective our planet was just 183 00:07:27,260 --> 00:07:24,630 amazingly beautiful it was breathtaking 184 00:07:29,630 --> 00:07:27,270 it was like a jeweled pendant floating 185 00:07:32,150 --> 00:07:29,640 in inky blackness of space so it was 186 00:07:33,410 --> 00:07:32,160 really quite amazing so then he tugged 187 00:07:35,450 --> 00:07:33,420 it my sleeve and said come on we're 188 00:07:38,270 --> 00:07:35,460 going to the spirit side so he led me 189 00:07:40,370 --> 00:07:38,280 towards a shimmering doorway there was 190 00:07:41,390 --> 00:07:40,380 nothing but blackness behind it we 191 00:07:43,040 --> 00:07:41,400 walked through the doorway and all of a 192 00:07:45,950 --> 00:07:43,050 sudden I find myself standing in this 193 00:07:47,090 --> 00:07:45,960 beautiful metal it was like the most 194 00:07:50,570 --> 00:07:47,100 beautiful meadow you can ever imagine 195 00:07:53,450 --> 00:07:50,580 had lush green grass tall majestic trees 196 00:07:55,610 --> 00:07:53,460 and wild flowers that were resplendent 197 00:07:57,050 --> 00:07:55,620 in a thousand different colors and the 198 00:07:59,870 --> 00:07:57,060 perfume wafting up from these flowers 199 00:08:02,030 --> 00:07:59,880 was was amazing was almost intoxicating 200 00:08:04,700 --> 00:08:02,040 it was so beautiful so we walked through 201 00:08:06,980 --> 00:08:04,710 the path in the metal we went up a small 202 00:08:08,720 --> 00:08:06,990 hill and at the top of the hill on the 203 00:08:11,720 --> 00:08:08,730 other side at the bottom I could see a 204 00:08:13,550 --> 00:08:11,730 group of souls waiting for me and then 205 00:08:16,790 --> 00:08:13,560 as we got closer my heart skipped a beat 206 00:08:19,150 --> 00:08:16,800 because I recognized them they were my 207 00:08:21,350 --> 00:08:19,160 mother my father my brother my 208 00:08:22,820 --> 00:08:21,360 grandparents and various aunts and 209 00:08:25,010 --> 00:08:22,830 uncles who had already passed over from 210 00:08:27,260 --> 00:08:25,020 the earth plane and then to my delight 211 00:08:30,320 --> 00:08:27,270 running from behind a group towards me 212 00:08:32,900 --> 00:08:30,330 was my little dog Oscar who had passed 213 00:08:35,029 --> 00:08:32,910 away ten years before and he was running 214 00:08:37,310 --> 00:08:35,039 towards me with his little tail wagging 215 00:08:39,649 --> 00:08:37,320 his whole body so that was a great 216 00:08:41,300 --> 00:08:39,659 greeting and then I was a little 217 00:08:43,399 --> 00:08:41,310 apprehensive about meeting up with my 218 00:08:45,620 --> 00:08:43,409 mother again not because I didn't love 219 00:08:47,450 --> 00:08:45,630 her dearly but she had very strong 220 00:08:50,180 --> 00:08:47,460 religious convictions when she lived on 221 00:08:52,160 --> 00:08:50,190 earth and my first book dancing on a 222 00:08:54,260 --> 00:08:52,170 stamp was not kind to the Catholic 223 00:08:55,350 --> 00:08:54,270 Church I took a lot of shots at the 224 00:08:56,880 --> 00:08:55,360 church 225 00:09:00,060 --> 00:08:56,890 so I wondered what she would think of 226 00:09:02,940 --> 00:09:00,070 that but she laid my fears she gave me a 227 00:09:04,920 --> 00:09:02,950 big hug and said everything's okay she 228 00:09:06,840 --> 00:09:04,930 said if I were still living on earth I 229 00:09:09,300 --> 00:09:06,850 would not be happy about what you wrote 230 00:09:11,190 --> 00:09:09,310 in your book but now that I'm on the 231 00:09:13,350 --> 00:09:11,200 spirit side I can see the whole picture 232 00:09:16,650 --> 00:09:13,360 and I agree with everything you put in 233 00:09:18,509 --> 00:09:16,660 your book so that was wonderful so I had 234 00:09:20,699 --> 00:09:18,519 warm hugs with all my family members 235 00:09:22,590 --> 00:09:20,709 then Albert uh get my sleeve again and 236 00:09:25,290 --> 00:09:22,600 said come on we have to go somewhere 237 00:09:27,569 --> 00:09:25,300 else so he led me towards this beautiful 238 00:09:30,360 --> 00:09:27,579 white city gleaming in a distance he was 239 00:09:32,040 --> 00:09:30,370 a city he called aglaea and so we 240 00:09:35,990 --> 00:09:32,050 entered the city through its main portal 241 00:09:38,340 --> 00:09:36,000 and walked down the main boulevard and 242 00:09:40,829 --> 00:09:38,350 there the streets were swarming with 243 00:09:42,690 --> 00:09:40,839 souls dressed in many different colorful 244 00:09:46,050 --> 00:09:42,700 garments from many different countries 245 00:09:48,690 --> 00:09:46,060 and eras on earth it was like I was in 246 00:09:50,790 --> 00:09:48,700 the middle of a costume ball and I 247 00:09:53,220 --> 00:09:50,800 already explained to me he said souls in 248 00:09:55,740 --> 00:09:53,230 the spirit side can appear in whatever 249 00:09:58,410 --> 00:09:55,750 form they want to other to other souls 250 00:09:59,880 --> 00:09:58,420 and he says souls will often dress in 251 00:10:02,430 --> 00:09:59,890 the garments that they enjoyed wearing 252 00:10:04,199 --> 00:10:02,440 from one of their lives on earth hence 253 00:10:05,790 --> 00:10:04,209 that the great diversity of different 254 00:10:08,460 --> 00:10:05,800 kinds of clothing and colors and 255 00:10:10,079 --> 00:10:08,470 everything else and he said if they want 256 00:10:12,300 --> 00:10:10,089 to they can just appear as globes of 257 00:10:14,180 --> 00:10:12,310 light so it's tired of their choice and 258 00:10:17,010 --> 00:10:14,190 they can change it as often as they like 259 00:10:19,470 --> 00:10:17,020 but he said that no matter what their 260 00:10:22,680 --> 00:10:19,480 outward appearance is they will always 261 00:10:25,740 --> 00:10:22,690 be easily recognizable because they all 262 00:10:27,449 --> 00:10:25,750 have a unique energy signature so we 263 00:10:29,760 --> 00:10:27,459 will always recognize the other souls on 264 00:10:32,790 --> 00:10:29,770 the spirit side so then he led me 265 00:10:35,370 --> 00:10:32,800 towards this very tall majestic building 266 00:10:38,490 --> 00:10:35,380 with pillars lining the front that he 267 00:10:41,280 --> 00:10:38,500 called the Hall of wisdom and inside we 268 00:10:44,910 --> 00:10:41,290 we entered a large circular chamber with 269 00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:44,920 a high dome ceiling and in the middle of 270 00:10:49,410 --> 00:10:47,290 the room was a table in the shape of a 271 00:10:51,750 --> 00:10:49,420 horseshoe and there were eleven Souls 272 00:10:54,840 --> 00:10:51,760 seated around it and they all had 273 00:10:57,569 --> 00:10:54,850 snow-white hair smooth unblemished skin 274 00:11:00,180 --> 00:10:57,579 and they were gold sash or gold robes 275 00:11:02,250 --> 00:11:00,190 with white sashes an Albert explained 276 00:11:05,250 --> 00:11:02,260 that this was the Council of Wise Ones 277 00:11:08,639 --> 00:11:05,260 and he said it was their job to oversee 278 00:11:10,710 --> 00:11:08,649 all the incarnations on our planet 279 00:11:13,559 --> 00:11:10,720 so the chair of the council her name was 280 00:11:15,059 --> 00:11:13,569 Sophia she greeted me and said thank you 281 00:11:17,040 --> 00:11:15,069 for coming to join us meeting 282 00:11:18,809 --> 00:11:17,050 she said they wanted me to come there 283 00:11:21,569 --> 00:11:18,819 because they had a message for me to 284 00:11:24,210 --> 00:11:21,579 take back to my fellow humans and so her 285 00:11:26,400 --> 00:11:24,220 message simply was this she said your 286 00:11:28,799 --> 00:11:26,410 civilization is at a very crucial point 287 00:11:31,350 --> 00:11:28,809 in its development you've developed 288 00:11:33,419 --> 00:11:31,360 really advanced technology but you're 289 00:11:36,569 --> 00:11:33,429 emotional and spiritual intelligence has 290 00:11:39,359 --> 00:11:36,579 not kept pace and all too often we let 291 00:11:42,299 --> 00:11:39,369 our negative emotions like fear anger 292 00:11:44,160 --> 00:11:42,309 hate and greed could you know control 293 00:11:46,949 --> 00:11:44,170 too much of our lives and that often 294 00:11:48,929 --> 00:11:46,959 results in strife and conflict and she 295 00:11:50,400 --> 00:11:48,939 said what we really need to do is we 296 00:11:52,949 --> 00:11:50,410 need to scarred our negative emotions 297 00:11:54,960 --> 00:11:52,959 and learn to fully embrace love and 298 00:11:58,859 --> 00:11:54,970 compassion for one another for our 299 00:12:01,769 --> 00:11:58,869 planet and for for all the other animals 300 00:12:03,660 --> 00:12:01,779 that exist in our planet and and we need 301 00:12:05,699 --> 00:12:03,670 to do this before we end up destroying 302 00:12:07,829 --> 00:12:05,709 ourselves like some of the other 303 00:12:10,980 --> 00:12:07,839 civilizations of universe history like 304 00:12:13,350 --> 00:12:10,990 atlantis and lemuria and because we 305 00:12:16,110 --> 00:12:13,360 currently have weapons that can destroy 306 00:12:17,819 --> 00:12:16,120 all life on our planet and we need to be 307 00:12:20,009 --> 00:12:17,829 careful that these are not unleashed and 308 00:12:22,559 --> 00:12:20,019 end up having us crash and burn like 309 00:12:24,869 --> 00:12:22,569 some of the other civilizations and so 310 00:12:26,579 --> 00:12:24,879 she said my mission was to go with 311 00:12:28,379 --> 00:12:26,589 Elbert and he was going to show me some 312 00:12:31,919 --> 00:12:28,389 things and I was to write about him in 313 00:12:34,319 --> 00:12:31,929 my books and hopefully we can help other 314 00:12:35,340 --> 00:12:34,329 people move up the speck the path of 315 00:12:38,429 --> 00:12:35,350 spiritual enlightenment 316 00:12:41,850 --> 00:12:38,439 before we crash and burn so that was the 317 00:12:45,299 --> 00:12:41,860 message from them and then Albert took 318 00:12:46,980 --> 00:12:45,309 me to the first stop was away from the 319 00:12:49,019 --> 00:12:46,990 spirit side but left a spirit side he 320 00:12:51,329 --> 00:12:49,029 took me to a beautiful water planet 321 00:12:54,030 --> 00:12:51,339 called Proteus and it looked much like 322 00:12:56,280 --> 00:12:54,040 Earth from from space except it had no 323 00:12:59,699 --> 00:12:56,290 land masses it was entirely covered in 324 00:13:01,559 --> 00:12:59,709 oceans and so we dropped down through 325 00:13:05,910 --> 00:13:01,569 the clouds and submerged under the clear 326 00:13:08,519 --> 00:13:05,920 blue waters and the sea life underneath 327 00:13:10,470 --> 00:13:08,529 that planet look much like the life 328 00:13:12,840 --> 00:13:10,480 under the oceans of Earth look very 329 00:13:17,160 --> 00:13:12,850 similar coral reefs and colorful fish 330 00:13:19,889 --> 00:13:17,170 and plants and Albert led me towards the 331 00:13:22,260 --> 00:13:19,899 towards a large coral reef where we met 332 00:13:24,600 --> 00:13:22,270 up with a dolphin and a whale 333 00:13:28,769 --> 00:13:24,610 and these creatures say they tell me 334 00:13:30,720 --> 00:13:28,779 that the sea life on Earth is very 335 00:13:32,820 --> 00:13:30,730 similar to the sea life in Proteus 336 00:13:34,740 --> 00:13:32,830 because much of the sea life on earth 337 00:13:38,370 --> 00:13:34,750 was seeded originally came from Proteus 338 00:13:41,040 --> 00:13:38,380 long time ago and they tell me that they 339 00:13:42,600 --> 00:13:41,050 keep in telepathic contact with their 340 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:42,610 cousins on earth with the dolphins and 341 00:13:47,730 --> 00:13:45,130 whales on earth and they say they don't 342 00:13:51,090 --> 00:13:47,740 like what they hear because the dolphins 343 00:13:52,800 --> 00:13:51,100 and whales on earth are tired of being 344 00:13:55,860 --> 00:13:52,810 abused by humans being hunted and 345 00:13:57,870 --> 00:13:55,870 trapped and killed and they say that the 346 00:13:59,880 --> 00:13:57,880 dolphins and whales on earth are very 347 00:14:01,949 --> 00:13:59,890 sensitive highly intelligent creatures 348 00:14:04,380 --> 00:14:01,959 who only want to live in harmony with 349 00:14:06,120 --> 00:14:04,390 their planet and with the other animals 350 00:14:09,030 --> 00:14:06,130 on their planet and including humans and 351 00:14:11,220 --> 00:14:09,040 they don't know why humans continue to 352 00:14:12,360 --> 00:14:11,230 abuse them without justification and 353 00:14:15,269 --> 00:14:12,370 they can't seem to get their message 354 00:14:17,760 --> 00:14:15,279 across to humans so these two on Proteus 355 00:14:19,769 --> 00:14:17,770 asked me to go back to earth and write 356 00:14:21,660 --> 00:14:19,779 about this in my book so that maybe more 357 00:14:24,030 --> 00:14:21,670 humans would be aware of the plight of 358 00:14:27,750 --> 00:14:24,040 their cousin's on earth so we can stop 359 00:14:29,790 --> 00:14:27,760 the abuse and so I agreed to do that and 360 00:14:32,639 --> 00:14:29,800 then Albert took me back to Earth and 361 00:14:36,240 --> 00:14:32,649 that he wanted to show me more examples 362 00:14:38,850 --> 00:14:36,250 of how humans are race are abusing other 363 00:14:41,519 --> 00:14:38,860 creatures in our planet and so the first 364 00:14:44,550 --> 00:14:41,529 stop was over the Pacific Ocean near 365 00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:44,560 Indonesia and there I got to watch the 366 00:14:50,069 --> 00:14:47,010 operations of a shark finning boat and 367 00:14:52,440 --> 00:14:50,079 there I watched as dozens of sharks were 368 00:14:54,690 --> 00:14:52,450 reeled on board this boat their fins 369 00:14:56,670 --> 00:14:54,700 were cut off with lawn knives and then 370 00:14:58,829 --> 00:14:56,680 the Sharks while still alive were tossed 371 00:15:00,630 --> 00:14:58,839 overboard where they would be eaten by 372 00:15:01,620 --> 00:15:00,640 predators or died a slow death from 373 00:15:03,540 --> 00:15:01,630 suffocation 374 00:15:05,639 --> 00:15:03,550 because without fins they couldn't swim 375 00:15:09,449 --> 00:15:05,649 fast enough to get enough oxygen through 376 00:15:10,740 --> 00:15:09,459 their gills it was horrible and Albert 377 00:15:12,960 --> 00:15:10,750 said there's only one reason for this 378 00:15:16,710 --> 00:15:12,970 abuse and that's to allow some people to 379 00:15:19,860 --> 00:15:16,720 enjoy shark fin soup which is a delicacy 380 00:15:23,519 --> 00:15:19,870 in many countries so then he took me to 381 00:15:25,949 --> 00:15:23,529 Zimbabwe in Africa and there I was I 382 00:15:28,170 --> 00:15:25,959 watched as we hovered over a killing 383 00:15:30,750 --> 00:15:28,180 field where dozens of dead elephants 384 00:15:32,790 --> 00:15:30,760 were strewn over the terrain they'd been 385 00:15:35,760 --> 00:15:32,800 killed by poachers with cyanide poison 386 00:15:38,370 --> 00:15:35,770 and I watched as the poachers 387 00:15:40,920 --> 00:15:38,380 use chainsaws to cut off the ivory throw 388 00:15:42,990 --> 00:15:40,930 it into the back of their trucks and it 389 00:15:46,140 --> 00:15:43,000 was horrific to see the abuse of these 390 00:15:49,140 --> 00:15:46,150 majestic creatures and I knew that was 391 00:15:52,050 --> 00:15:49,150 done solely to fuel the illegal trade of 392 00:15:54,840 --> 00:15:52,060 ivory which was often used to make fancy 393 00:15:57,660 --> 00:15:54,850 trinkets for for people who didn't know 394 00:15:59,760 --> 00:15:57,670 or didn't care how it was obtained so 395 00:16:01,560 --> 00:15:59,770 that was an awful scene then he took me 396 00:16:03,210 --> 00:16:01,570 to a factory town over the south of 397 00:16:05,670 --> 00:16:03,220 China and we hovered over the 398 00:16:07,740 --> 00:16:05,680 smokestacks and the pollution from these 399 00:16:11,040 --> 00:16:07,750 smokestacks black in the sky and choked 400 00:16:12,780 --> 00:16:11,050 the air it was horrible to see this in 401 00:16:15,930 --> 00:16:12,790 it and not just one example of many 402 00:16:17,490 --> 00:16:15,940 factories that do the same thing and 403 00:16:20,670 --> 00:16:17,500 always said that what he showed me was 404 00:16:23,100 --> 00:16:20,680 just a small example of of the abuse 405 00:16:26,100 --> 00:16:23,110 that we heap on our own planet every day 406 00:16:29,490 --> 00:16:26,110 by polluting her rivers and lakes and 407 00:16:32,220 --> 00:16:29,500 her atmosphere and her soil and then 408 00:16:35,190 --> 00:16:32,230 Albert said to top it all off our 409 00:16:38,340 --> 00:16:35,200 civilization is noted among 410 00:16:40,560 --> 00:16:38,350 civilizations in the galaxy because we 411 00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:40,570 not only abused our planet and its other 412 00:16:45,510 --> 00:16:42,970 creatures but we managed to abuse one 413 00:16:48,840 --> 00:16:45,520 another you know through through 414 00:16:50,430 --> 00:16:48,850 violence and neglect and not only do we 415 00:16:52,560 --> 00:16:50,440 kill each other in wars and conflicts 416 00:16:55,230 --> 00:16:52,570 but we allow some people to enjoy 417 00:16:57,380 --> 00:16:55,240 excessive consumption while many others 418 00:16:59,880 --> 00:16:57,390 suffer from starvation and disease and 419 00:17:01,710 --> 00:16:59,890 he said it's really a tragedy and it's 420 00:17:04,530 --> 00:17:01,720 something that we really have to try to 421 00:17:07,800 --> 00:17:04,540 get our act together to to avoid you 422 00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:07,810 know further further abuse yeah it was 423 00:17:11,190 --> 00:17:09,970 quite a transformation for me because as 424 00:17:12,780 --> 00:17:11,200 a lawyer I was very much of a 425 00:17:15,300 --> 00:17:12,790 straight-laced button-down corporate 426 00:17:17,550 --> 00:17:15,310 lawyer I didn't talk about spirituality 427 00:17:20,270 --> 00:17:17,560 or religion or anything and so it was 428 00:17:22,590 --> 00:17:20,280 really quite quite a transformation and 429 00:17:24,570 --> 00:17:22,600 after I had finished writing the 430 00:17:26,820 --> 00:17:24,580 manuscript this was done at Albert's 431 00:17:28,050 --> 00:17:26,830 request I struggled for a while but 432 00:17:30,210 --> 00:17:28,060 whether I would actually have it 433 00:17:32,610 --> 00:17:30,220 published because I feared adverse 434 00:17:36,750 --> 00:17:32,620 reactions from family friends former law 435 00:17:38,490 --> 00:17:36,760 colleagues and and clients but after a 436 00:17:40,230 --> 00:17:38,500 while I thought you know I really have 437 00:17:42,090 --> 00:17:40,240 to do this and if I have happened to 438 00:17:45,900 --> 00:17:42,100 lose some friends along the way well so 439 00:17:47,700 --> 00:17:45,910 be it and so then I decided as my friend 440 00:17:49,350 --> 00:17:47,710 Shari Courtland put it to come out of 441 00:17:52,259 --> 00:17:49,360 the spiritual closet 442 00:17:54,360 --> 00:17:52,269 and I have my book published and so I 443 00:17:57,450 --> 00:17:54,370 did and I did lose some friends but I 444 00:18:00,539 --> 00:17:57,460 gained many more new ones and so I was 445 00:18:02,460 --> 00:18:00,549 very happy with that decision and and 446 00:18:03,750 --> 00:18:02,470 I'm very happy to be Albert's messenger 447 00:18:06,539 --> 00:18:03,760 and write books I really enjoy it 448 00:18:08,880 --> 00:18:06,549 enjoy much more than practicing law so 449 00:18:11,370 --> 00:18:08,890 it was truly the right to read course 450 00:18:13,710 --> 00:18:11,380 for me to take and my family has been 451 00:18:14,789 --> 00:18:13,720 very supportive my wife's a very 452 00:18:16,700 --> 00:18:14,799 spiritual person 453 00:18:18,659 --> 00:18:16,710 so she fully understands what I've 454 00:18:20,070 --> 00:18:18,669 experienced what I'm writing about and 455 00:18:21,720 --> 00:18:20,080 the rest of my family is very 456 00:18:23,840 --> 00:18:21,730 understanding and they encouraged me to 457 00:18:26,610 --> 00:18:23,850 continue to to write my book so 458 00:18:28,560 --> 00:18:26,620 everything's fine and and to the people 459 00:18:30,629 --> 00:18:28,570 who think I've gone crazy well they're 460 00:18:32,490 --> 00:18:30,639 entitled to their opinion and there's so 461 00:18:35,519 --> 00:18:32,500 many others who who really encouraged me 462 00:18:37,590 --> 00:18:35,529 for doing what I'm doing I'd like to 463 00:18:39,330 --> 00:18:37,600 tell you a bit further about my second 464 00:18:41,490 --> 00:18:39,340 book dancing favorite spirit because I 465 00:18:44,370 --> 00:18:41,500 describe sort of the bad things that he 466 00:18:45,690 --> 00:18:44,380 was showing me and I'd like to show you 467 00:18:47,759 --> 00:18:45,700 that there was some really good things 468 00:18:49,950 --> 00:18:47,769 that are happening he he basically said 469 00:18:51,180 --> 00:18:49,960 you know things can look pretty grim but 470 00:18:52,769 --> 00:18:51,190 there's a lot of good things going on 471 00:18:55,019 --> 00:18:52,779 and he said a lot of what we perceive 472 00:18:56,970 --> 00:18:55,029 about our world is because of the 473 00:18:59,490 --> 00:18:56,980 emphasis that the news media places on 474 00:19:01,889 --> 00:18:59,500 negative news it just sells better and 475 00:19:03,930 --> 00:19:01,899 he says there are thousands if not 476 00:19:06,629 --> 00:19:03,940 millions of kind and compassionate acts 477 00:19:07,649 --> 00:19:06,639 that go on every day by humans that go 478 00:19:10,529 --> 00:19:07,659 unnoticed because they never get 479 00:19:12,659 --> 00:19:10,539 reported and he said the humans have 480 00:19:14,730 --> 00:19:12,669 become much more spiritually aware in 481 00:19:17,759 --> 00:19:14,740 the last few decades and they're really 482 00:19:20,970 --> 00:19:17,769 improving their their ability to curtail 483 00:19:22,799 --> 00:19:20,980 abusin or pollution rather and stop 484 00:19:24,870 --> 00:19:22,809 abusing other animals so we're getting 485 00:19:28,080 --> 00:19:24,880 better at but we have a ways to go and 486 00:19:31,970 --> 00:19:28,090 he said that ultimately our goal is to 487 00:19:34,409 --> 00:19:31,980 raise our consciousness and expand our 488 00:19:36,269 --> 00:19:34,419 consciousness raise our vibrations so 489 00:19:37,980 --> 00:19:36,279 that we can ascend to the new earth and 490 00:19:39,629 --> 00:19:37,990 then to show me that it really is a 491 00:19:41,039 --> 00:19:39,639 light at the end of the tunnel he 492 00:19:42,480 --> 00:19:41,049 actually took me to earth in a higher 493 00:19:45,720 --> 00:19:42,490 dimension which is called the new earth 494 00:19:47,970 --> 00:19:45,730 and there I met with the descendants of 495 00:19:50,610 --> 00:19:47,980 a civilization that had originally lived 496 00:19:53,820 --> 00:19:50,620 in our earth a long time ago in Central 497 00:19:56,009 --> 00:19:53,830 America and they had managed a long time 498 00:19:58,260 --> 00:19:56,019 ago to orchestrate a mass ascension up 499 00:20:01,620 --> 00:19:58,270 to the new earth and they did that to 500 00:20:02,730 --> 00:20:01,630 escape an encroaching barbarian army 501 00:20:05,310 --> 00:20:02,740 that was closing 502 00:20:07,919 --> 00:20:05,320 inner-city so they their descendants 503 00:20:09,870 --> 00:20:07,929 ascended to this new earth the people 504 00:20:12,660 --> 00:20:09,880 living here now they live in a place 505 00:20:15,480 --> 00:20:12,670 that's free from violence and crime and 506 00:20:17,160 --> 00:20:15,490 negative emotions they live in harmony 507 00:20:20,190 --> 00:20:17,170 with their planet and the other animals 508 00:20:22,260 --> 00:20:20,200 on our planet they don't eat animal 509 00:20:25,440 --> 00:20:22,270 flesh and they eat only liquid food made 510 00:20:27,870 --> 00:20:25,450 from plants and they've learned to to 511 00:20:31,350 --> 00:20:27,880 shield their bodies from disease repair 512 00:20:33,510 --> 00:20:31,360 injured tissue and slow down the aging 513 00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:33,520 process so they live for several hundred 514 00:20:36,990 --> 00:20:33,910 years 515 00:20:38,340 --> 00:20:37,000 so it's really an idyllic world where 516 00:20:40,110 --> 00:20:38,350 they're free to pursue wisdom and 517 00:20:42,390 --> 00:20:40,120 knowledge and enjoy the peaceful 518 00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:42,400 splendor of their planet and it's a 519 00:20:46,260 --> 00:20:44,650 place we should all aspire to go to for 520 00:20:48,390 --> 00:20:46,270 us to get there we have to raise our 521 00:20:50,100 --> 00:20:48,400 vibrations enough so that we can match 522 00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:50,110 the vibrational rate of the new earth 523 00:20:54,630 --> 00:20:52,720 and to raise our vibrations we have to 524 00:20:57,600 --> 00:20:54,640 discard our negative emotions and 525 00:20:59,070 --> 00:20:57,610 embrace love and compassion and so a lot 526 00:21:02,250 --> 00:20:59,080 of other humans have made the Ascension 527 00:21:04,080 --> 00:21:02,260 it's up to us we can all do it it's not 528 00:21:06,299 --> 00:21:04,090 an easy thing to do but but clearly 529 00:21:07,560 --> 00:21:06,309 that's where we should go and so and 530 00:21:11,280 --> 00:21:07,570 Albert says we're actually getting a lot 531 00:21:13,980 --> 00:21:11,290 of help to make that transition we're 532 00:21:15,270 --> 00:21:13,990 getting help from a lot of ET races that 533 00:21:17,910 --> 00:21:15,280 have been observing earth for a long 534 00:21:20,490 --> 00:21:17,920 time and we're getting help from the 535 00:21:21,660 --> 00:21:20,500 good people on the spirit side and so we 536 00:21:25,230 --> 00:21:21,670 are getting a lot help but we really 537 00:21:27,000 --> 00:21:25,240 have to work hard to help ourselves so 538 00:21:29,220 --> 00:21:27,010 so now after my first set of astral 539 00:21:31,320 --> 00:21:29,230 trips with my spirit guide Albert he 540 00:21:33,419 --> 00:21:31,330 came back later after I had finished a 541 00:21:35,070 --> 00:21:33,429 manuscript for my second book and he 542 00:21:38,070 --> 00:21:35,080 took me on another series of trips and 543 00:21:40,049 --> 00:21:38,080 these are really quite amazing these are 544 00:21:42,870 --> 00:21:40,059 described in my third book dance of 545 00:21:46,799 --> 00:21:42,880 heavenly bliss which I said will be 546 00:21:48,930 --> 00:21:46,809 published early in 2016 and so there he 547 00:21:50,669 --> 00:21:48,940 took me to a couple different planets 548 00:21:52,650 --> 00:21:50,679 that had very different human 549 00:21:55,200 --> 00:21:52,660 civilizations so it was really quite an 550 00:21:56,520 --> 00:21:55,210 eye-opener it's sort of like we think 551 00:21:58,200 --> 00:21:56,530 that ours is the only way to run the 552 00:22:00,000 --> 00:21:58,210 planet but but other people had a 553 00:22:01,490 --> 00:22:00,010 different view and they ran it quite 554 00:22:03,780 --> 00:22:01,500 differently one of these was a 555 00:22:06,180 --> 00:22:03,790 matriarchal planet where it was 556 00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:06,190 basically run by women was run very 557 00:22:09,570 --> 00:22:09,130 smoothly so that was really quite 558 00:22:13,020 --> 00:22:09,580 amazing 559 00:22:15,500 --> 00:22:13,030 and I met a lot of interesting people on 560 00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:15,510 the spirit side I got to have a 561 00:22:23,240 --> 00:22:20,610 with Moses and Jesus and you know 562 00:22:25,460 --> 00:22:23,250 various other people that had had some 563 00:22:26,480 --> 00:22:25,470 famous lives some very ordinary lives 564 00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:26,490 but they all had a very interesting 565 00:22:30,890 --> 00:22:28,650 story to tell one of them was the 566 00:22:32,630 --> 00:22:30,900 goddess Athena I got to meet one of my 567 00:22:34,250 --> 00:22:32,640 other spirit guides her name was Alena 568 00:22:37,790 --> 00:22:34,260 and they all had a very interesting 569 00:22:42,200 --> 00:22:37,800 story to tell another one of them was a 570 00:22:45,020 --> 00:22:42,210 young man who had been born in in the 571 00:22:46,370 --> 00:22:45,030 Gaza Strip and he ended up working with 572 00:22:49,520 --> 00:22:46,380 a terrorist group and he ended up 573 00:22:51,380 --> 00:22:49,530 getting killed in the in the war with 574 00:22:54,290 --> 00:22:51,390 Israel a few years ago he had a very 575 00:22:56,300 --> 00:22:54,300 interesting story to tell so it was a it 576 00:22:58,460 --> 00:22:56,310 was a very interesting trip and that's 577 00:23:00,980 --> 00:22:58,470 all detailed in my third book so more 578 00:23:04,070 --> 00:23:00,990 adventures with Albert well one of the 579 00:23:05,390 --> 00:23:04,080 messages that Albert gave me and you 580 00:23:07,730 --> 00:23:05,400 know a lot of the stuff was very heavy 581 00:23:09,500 --> 00:23:07,740 about you know how we should live and 582 00:23:12,770 --> 00:23:09,510 how we should make the ascension to the 583 00:23:14,720 --> 00:23:12,780 new earth but he told me that at one 584 00:23:16,640 --> 00:23:14,730 point that I take things too seriously 585 00:23:19,070 --> 00:23:16,650 a lot of people do he said I need to 586 00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:19,080 lighten up he said it's not that series 587 00:23:22,970 --> 00:23:20,970 of the thing you're on a journey on 588 00:23:25,400 --> 00:23:22,980 earth it's like an adventure you should 589 00:23:26,480 --> 00:23:25,410 treat it as an adventure and and you 590 00:23:29,030 --> 00:23:26,490 know that you're going to make mistakes 591 00:23:30,290 --> 00:23:29,040 you're going to take wrong turns but 592 00:23:31,820 --> 00:23:30,300 that doesn't matter how many wrong turns 593 00:23:33,620 --> 00:23:31,830 you make you're always going to end up 594 00:23:35,510 --> 00:23:33,630 back in the spirit side and once you get 595 00:23:37,460 --> 00:23:35,520 there you'll have a life review you look 596 00:23:39,380 --> 00:23:37,470 back at which you at the things you did 597 00:23:41,360 --> 00:23:39,390 in your life and you'll you'll you'll 598 00:23:44,030 --> 00:23:41,370 learn from your mistakes and you will 599 00:23:46,370 --> 00:23:44,040 plan your next incarnation and so it's 600 00:23:48,470 --> 00:23:46,380 really a it's an adventure it he says 601 00:23:52,070 --> 00:23:48,480 the souls in the spirit side regard life 602 00:23:54,710 --> 00:23:52,080 on Earth like it was a play and you know 603 00:23:56,540 --> 00:23:54,720 if you're in a play on earth and the 604 00:23:58,820 --> 00:23:56,550 script calls for you to stab and kill 605 00:24:00,470 --> 00:23:58,830 another actor well you don't get it 606 00:24:01,850 --> 00:24:00,480 rested by the police after the curtain 607 00:24:02,330 --> 00:24:01,860 goes down because it didn't really 608 00:24:04,790 --> 00:24:02,340 happen 609 00:24:07,250 --> 00:24:04,800 it was play-acting and so he said on the 610 00:24:09,290 --> 00:24:07,260 spirit side Souls regard events on earth 611 00:24:12,530 --> 00:24:09,300 like it was a play with people following 612 00:24:14,690 --> 00:24:12,540 scripts and so if you get murdered on 613 00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:14,700 earth when you get back to the spirit 614 00:24:19,100 --> 00:24:16,290 side you don't feel any hatred or 615 00:24:20,630 --> 00:24:19,110 animosity towards your perpetrator when 616 00:24:22,340 --> 00:24:20,640 you both get back there you'll just 617 00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:22,350 unconditionally love each other so it's 618 00:24:25,910 --> 00:24:24,690 really like on the spirit side it's like 619 00:24:27,760 --> 00:24:25,920 it didn't really count it was just an 620 00:24:30,550 --> 00:24:27,770 exercise you all went through 621 00:24:32,080 --> 00:24:30,560 and everything's all good again once 622 00:24:33,370 --> 00:24:32,090 you're on the spirit side so difficult 623 00:24:36,820 --> 00:24:33,380 for us to appreciate that when you're in 624 00:24:39,730 --> 00:24:36,830 the middle of a bad time on our planet 625 00:24:41,740 --> 00:24:39,740 but you have to realize that you chose 626 00:24:43,660 --> 00:24:41,750 the life you have and you did it for a 627 00:24:45,580 --> 00:24:43,670 reason and you should just go with the 628 00:24:48,010 --> 00:24:45,590 flow and try to learn all the lessons 629 00:24:50,350 --> 00:24:48,020 that you can and then when it's over 630 00:24:52,150 --> 00:24:50,360 you're back in the spirit side so that's 631 00:24:53,980 --> 00:24:52,160 the light at the end of the tunnel for